ONE MORE YEAR

On January 1st 2009, I took a moment to look back on that year of many changes and much growth. I can hardly believe that in just another round of 365 days there's even MORE change and growth (literally!) that's happened this past year.

I moved in with a lovely lady friend and slept on an air mattress for 5 months. I began dating for the first time since living in New York (7 years!). I finally had some closure with an old relationship. I witnessed a plane land in the Hudson river, and the end of a presidency, and the beginning of a new one. I also felt lonely.

I watched my college team win the Superbowl. I had an incredible night at an iconic NYC venue working with old colleagues. I had drinks with - and became friends with - someone I've admired since I was a little girl. I felt overwhelmed at work.

I had a true "only in New York" experience and dated a guy from the FDNY. I completed my first show as a general manager all on my own. I went to NYC places I'd never been like Jazz at Lincoln Center and Roseland. I began having deep discussions about marriage and relationships with someone I held in high regard. I pictured this.

I spent a fun night in a hotel. I was complimented by a director I truly admire. I had an Easter I'll always remember. I felt the possibility of a miracle. I took a road trip to the Finger Lakes with a good friend to be with another good friend. I saw great theatre.

I read a few wonderful books. I spent time with a few wonderful people. I received a few wonderful gifts. I worked with a few wonderful colleagues. I saw a few wonderful movies.

I felt like God had his finger on the fast forward button of my life's remote control. I survived a challenging tech week for the first musical at my theatre. I rediscovered my affections for a great band. I had cautious optimism. I celebrated Father's Day in a new way.

I spent a weekend of independence with people I love. I moved into my 7th apartment in 7 years. I took a much needed trip home. I was proud to work in a place that debated Art vs. Business. I became a car owner. I discovered the joys of New York City servies.

I celebrated the birthday of the man I love. I learned why people love Vermont. I became infatuated with The West Wing. I could finally share incredible news with everyone. I was becoming a parent.

I got advice from all sides. I started setting up "The Nook". I took a leap that somehow felt much bigger than anything else I'd done yet. I had a dream. I started singing at a church again and it was wonderful.

I began my 30's. I was inspired to write, remembering that time flies. I saw the most precious picture. I opened a fun show. I started receiving gifts - both funny & sweet.

I worked with an icon from the 80's. I was amazed at my body. I was part of a documentary. I took classes with my beau to prepare us for the future. I saw her move. I had a Thanksgiving that will go down in the history books.

I enjoyed my first real Christmas tree in years. I was truly surprised at work. I got a diploma. I spent my first Christmas not at home, but still somehow at home (home with a new meaning). I started feeling like Little Red: "excited and scared". I took a breath and my partner's hand and began looking toward 2010 with wide eyes and an even wider heart.